Where
should
I
start
Disjointed
heart
I’ve
got
no
commitment
To
my
own
flesh
and
blood
Left
all
alone
Far
from
my
home
No
one
to
hear
me,
to
heal
my
ill
heart,
I
Keep
it
locked
up
inside
Cannot
express
To
the
point
I’ve
regressed
If
anger’s
a
gift,
then
I
guess
I’ve
been
blessed,
I
Keep
it
locked
up
inside
Keep
my
distance
from
your
lies
It’s
too
late
to
love
me
now
You
helped
me
to
show
me
It’s
too
late
to
love
me
now
You
don't
even
know
me
Breaking
a
part
of
my
heart
to
find
release
Taking
you
out
of
my
blood
to
bring
me
peace
Breaking
a
part
of
my
heart
to
find
release
Taking
you
out
of
my
blood
to
bring
me
peace
Breaking
a
part
of
my
heart
to
find
release
(Break)
Taking
you
out
of
my
blood
to
bring
me
peace
(Me)
Breaking
a
part
of
my
heart
to
find
release
(Too)
Taking
you
out
of
my
blood
to
bring
me
peace
Keep
it
locked
up
inside
Keep
my
distance
from
your
lies
Breaking
a
part
of
my
heart
to
find
release
(Break)
Taking
you
out
of
my
blood
to
bring
me
peace
(Me)
Breaking
a
part
of
my
heart
to
find
release
(Too)
Taking
you
out
of
my
blood
to
bring
me
peace
Breaking
a
part
of
my
heart
to
find
release
Taking
you
out
of
my
blood
to
bring
me
peace
Breaking
a
part
of
my
heart
to
find
release
Taking
you
out
of
my
blood
to
bring
me
peace
Keep
my
distance
Keep
my
distance
Keep
my
distance
Keep
my
distance
Spit
drips
from
the
jaw
of
the
witless
witness
Cryptic
colloquialism
shifts
your
midrift
Dark
all
I
do
embark
the
shadows
Involved
with
my
thought
catalog,
analogue,
rap
catalog
Keep
my
distance,
and
fear
resistance,
hurt
by
persistance
The
twisted
web
of
tangled
lies
Strangles
my
hope
to
waste
and
numbs
the
taste
And
I'm
forced
to
face
these
hate
crimes
Against
the
state
of
being
Feeling
the
weight-less-ness
pressed
between
the
ceiling
Reeling
around
room
Riding
a
bubble
of
sound
proof
It's
the
frequency
making
you
Sha-Shake
with
every
boom
Involuntary
muscle
contraction
Ignoring
and
drinking
musical
gas
fueled
euphoria
The
sound
pounds
to
make
the
dead
flush
To
have
you
a
head
rush
with
red
thoughts
and
said
stuff